Mid - Quarter reflection(: Personal Display Board (Revised)

Hi guys! Well, we got passed second quarter and I had changed a lot. I changed as a leadership student, as a regular student, and even just as a person generally. And now, the school year is almost over. First, i'll be talking about how i changed during the first semester and then i'll be sharing how i changed as we're getting close into ending the school year.

As a leadership student, I had changed into a person who is being more responsible than she usually was before. Before second quarter had even begun, leadership was still new to me. I still was used to all the new things I had to do as a leadership student. I wasnt such a person who knew how ot work on their own. Really, I wasnt such a responsible student who knows how to do things on their own. I wasn't a responsible leadership student at all. Then second quarter came around and i was a group leader! That was unexpected because im a quiet person. Even my period was shocked because they all think im such a nice person and they cant imagine me as a mean and grouchy girl who gets yells at you if you're not doing something correctly. I was so scared being the group leader. I would always think if I make a mistake i would get in so much trouble. I hate it when i get in trouble. I just get so upset and then after that, I never get anything done. I just keep that mistake in my head. I get so frustrated that I try everything I can to get back in the game. I planned things out with my group dealing with who's going to do what . We had to work together and I made sure that happened . I think i didnt do such a great job because of things that happened towards the end of the quarter . Like , playlists wasn't done . We would always have add songs while playing music. Well not always but some days when we were little on music, we would. We also had to make  intro in the morning because we didn't communicate very well with one another. We did have many struggles and made many mistakes but I think, that made us stronger as a group. I think all those struggles made me think about how of a bad group leader I was and that I couldn't control everything like how Mr. Ing would've wanted to. That made me think that life goes on and i cant do anything about the past now. I just had to make myself better and do better. So, I was more responisble for myself and my group. Being a leadership student isn't as easy as many people that aren't in leadership think. Its takes a lot of responsibility. For example , the week I had to work alone for TV. There was four of us , Serena , Khrizz , Daisy , and me. Serena and Khrizz couldnt work which just left me and Daisy. Daisy missed the first two days of the week so couldnt work for the rest of the week. I had to be way more responsible and make intro for the days on my own. I also had to be on TV alone which is pretty nerve wrecking. I had to do things on my own but I did have help from Errlyn and Ms. Anbe. I would've been a whole lot mess without them. Being in leadership wasn't all about the advantages we had, it was more than that. Many challenges came in my way and in everybody else's way also.
Now, that the year is almost done, I just have to say one thing, Leadership changed me a whole lot. I am the 8th grade class office vice president which means more responsibility. I'm a more responsible person and a more independent one as well. Leadership taught me how to do things on your own. For example, working by yourself. Working by yourself isn't such a relieving feeling, its more frightening because you never know if you're going to do things wrong but i managed to listen very carefully and did things the right way, the first time. Leadership is all about responsibility. You sometimes miss classes and you're responsible for getting that missing worked, done. I missed many classes due to leadership activities such as, the 6th grade orientation. I also managed to get the work i was missing done. We have many things due and it is our responsibility to get it done. Most of us wait until the last minute to finish it, but yet, still manage to be responsible enough to get it done. Accomplishing something was always a great feeling just like VICTORY.

I also changed as just a regular student here at Ilima. I had been lacking a lot because of the many work that was due for every class. I lack on using time wisely. Whenever I don't get things done at home, i do it in class which isn't the greatest thing to do. Way back, I would always do my homework right when i get home but now, I don't.
Now, it is the ending of the school year. I learned my lesson from the first semester of finishing work at home rather than doing it in class and rushing to get in done. Well now, I tend to do my work at home but not right when I get home like I used to but I don't wait until the last minute to finish my homework. Whenever I need help at home, I use my resources around me such as, my computer and textbooks. Doing homework at home is so much better because, I didn't have to worry of trying to rush and finish things in class and so that I am more prepared for class. I changed and this is a good change.

As a person generally, I also had changed during the second quarter. I had become more of a independent person who does things on her own. I had been doing things on my own time more. One reason why I like working independently is that you dont have to worry so much about other people and the other work that their supposed to do but didnt do it. I had experienced this a lot which isnt a good feeling. Usually, when I work with groups, I do most of the work because im the what so called "Smart One" and I never get away with not doing the work because im a nice person. I can never do that . Sometimes i feel people take advantage of my kindness. I like working with people though. Its just the how most of the work is done by just one person. I like working with a group who works together and the owrk is done by everyone and we all have the same amount of work to do. Yeah(: Okay, this is how I changed from in the beginning of school until the end of second quarter.
As a person, I changed into someone who is more focus and more determined when it comes to work. I want to get things done and get things done correctly. Although, I sometimes do things wrong, that just makes me stronger and do a better job at it. And again, I changed, and all these changes, are good changes.

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